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Junior year has safely been the undoubtedly worst year of my entire life. I know that sounds extreme and harsh, but its true and there is a positive side to it. I wouldn't take back a minute of this year. I'm really glad all these awful things have been happening to me at such a young age, because they've all ultimately made me grow up in a way i never thought i could. I'm not just thinner or taller or physically tougher or anything like that (although i am a few :] ), but more importantly im just such a tougher person as whole. I'm strong, and i believe in myself as a person even when i fail and fuck up really badly, because i know its just a part of life, no one is perfect, and your life is all what you make it. I'm in a serious emotional pickle right now though lol, odd as that sounds. I know its probably because I'm actually looking to seriously date for the first time in almost 7 months, but I'm dangerously infatuated with my history teacher. I honestly don't think I'm going to get over it until i find his EXACT clone in unmarried form. Whyy couldn't i have met him like..six years ago haha. (when i was 11?..let me rethink that one haha) and then there's chris...oh chris. Forever attached to each other, end of story. Which makes things really fun when i try..(key word being try) to date other guys, naaaaaat. And then there's all those ones in between like Garret,Anson,Jerry,Alan,Pat,etc. Little do they know that even though i appear available..my heart is still completely taken. My grades are the worst they have ever been in my entire life, and somehow i feel completely helpless when it comes to school, even though in my head i know I'm not putting my heart or time into it. Mr. McGuirk told me things will get better, simply because of who i am..and i really hope he's right. Alicia's home from college for the summer..not that its any different because she's never home. Prom is Friday and I'm kind of worn out as far as proms are concerned..three is alot for one year. Tanning, dress,shoes,nails,hair...it gets old and overly superficial after the first time.
More later
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[07 Apr 2006|12:42pm] |
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so i haven't updated this thing since december. a lot has happened since then but ill do my best to catch you up. since i know you all care sooo much. :] January, frosh basketball started. i hated it, not gonna lie. February it ended and we had vacation, which was a good time. March, AAU started :] and school was gooodd. April, is now obviously but i just started working with Eric Dellasanta twice a week and i think its really helping. my first tournament is this weekend and im wicked jazzed. Im starting at the ONE. yeah thats right people, FIRST player on, last player off. pointguardddd. Ive pretty much been waiting for an opportunity like this foreverr. And Coheed and Cambria is coming up :) yeeeah. I should be doing Writing Lab but instead im gonna keep writing about this because im lazy. I have algebra next period. joyyy. not. Its friday. and im wiiicked happy about it. im sleep deprived. lol and i need to save some money for my ipod. i had 269 dollars towards it, but then my mom brought me to natick. (bad idea). now i have like 195. Strawberry extremes at orange julius make me smile.
ill update this again monday or tomorrow if i remember,
not that ill have the time with the tournament and everythinggg :)
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[23 Dec 2005|04:54pm] |
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i love christmas.
i love today.
i love boys.
i love jacks mannequin.
i love my friends
i love dancing
ITS LOVEEEEEE <3
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[19 Dec 2005|12:26pm] |
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monday,monday so good to me.
who sings that song anyways.
gay.
im in writing lab right now.
and im very bored.
cause i won at language practice today.
cause im SICK.
andddddddddd theres only 2 days of school left until christmas vacation.
and i wanna go to aruba
cause victoria was telling me about it, and i wanna go.
now.
bye.
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saturday saturday saturday
saturday nights alright
alright
alright
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[14 Dec 2005|05:21pm] |
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i stayed home sick from school today.
im so confusedddddd
everytime i try to put it into words
it just kinda comes out like
kdljfskdljflksdjfldsjflkdsjflkdsjf.
friday is the christmas dance.
and i told paul and becky i would babysit.
my stb friends wanted me to go.
my lhs friends wont care anyways.
ive got alot of homework left to do from yesterday.
papers to write, and a room to clean.
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night.
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